Nobody's Asking You To

"I’m tired of suppressing myself to get along with white people."                     

Then don't.  Be the angry, racial antagonist that you want to be and see how you fare in a society that basically runs on mutual self-interest, cooperation and norms of behavior.  You can be who you want to be, you just can't have things that your demeanor walls you off from.  For example, this guy was/is free to be who he wants to be, although he probably won't get a job in banking or teaching kindergarten.  Choices, Madame.  Choices.